theONE

alam mo yung ung feeling nah???

mag sheshare siya sayo… ang sasabihin niya

“Huy.. Sinabi ko na sakanya na friends na lang. Di ko talaga kaya eh.. 

Grabe tawag siya ng tawag kasi di ako nagrereply. share ko lang sayo”

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tapos ikaw lang katext niya…  

hmm..  ewan ko ano.. basta nung narecieve ko to masaya ako.. waha.! oops.. ayy.. ok lang pala

post lang! wala naman siya and her friends ng tumblr eh…

ikaw ano nafeel mo pag ganon? answer back? xD

could you check your things up?? coz the last time i had happiness.. i was with you…

T.T
just remembered that song.. =(

the song she used to sing to me years ago

and all the moments flashed back.. 

kasi nung katex mo siya solid late message
halos di na magtagpo ang usapan niyo… sa sobrang late message..

dahil sa inis naisipan kung mag UNYT( yan pa lang ang uso nun)

puyatan na tawagan… hindi lang hanggang madaling araw…
yung.. as in umaga na talaga… ung may araw nah.. 
tapos sobrang init ng phone mo.. parang nabilad sa araw..

hayyzt… i dont know where did i put the songs i had recorded years ago
when she sang that beautiful song… :((
i wished i could still find them… i know they were still on k700i Sony Ericson.
i wished i could get them… malaki na kasi pinagbago niya… i wished i could
here that recorded audio file… 

and so i could still remember that i once fall really deep..

i just cant help but cry.. T.T really..

come on… lets go forward…

i just remember my professor in CCF when he told me

that life is always moving forward.. we can never go back on whats done.. 

yes, thats true… the only thing that we cannot recycle is “time”.

once you let it pass, it may never come., never will be..

dont go back on what had left you.. or else you can never go and move forward

if you ever tried to stay and change step every time you step forward.

life is too short to have that mentality..

i always wanted to chase time… the years when we are together… so happy and innocent.. pure like a child..

but lets get out of it.. its not the same anymore..

life can never break the chain thats trying to go forward.

its like fighting the rushing water.. its no use.. and you will only hurt yourself

.. i know i miss you..

but i have enough.. so much… big time..

to forget you..

its not that easy… but all the way i remember those word i knew..

it give me no reason to make it so hard..

i dont know why i always wanted to post my emotions and feelings much more here at tumblr… maybe because i know.. no one always use it within my circle of friends.. and no one will understand..

thats why i can freely express it..

freely..  

done is done…

as i remember those years of happiness

i just cant imagine that i gave a part of those time to someone i shouldn’t.

i thought it would ease the pain by focusing on others but it didn’t help a hunch

just give me another pain of worthless deals…

if i had only the power to bring back time..

maybe i would to let ease the pain and back off much earlier..

and get those better opportunity that would much appreciate my presence..

im happy with those years, with my own imaginations felt real.

if i only able to decipher things up earlier..

and known how an assuming thinker i am

maybe i have that someone… and much happy right now..

i just died for the girl i longed for..

so lets start with anew beginning..

a fresh start..

i just want a fresh start….